If someone is in your head...

To be an agreeable guest one need only enjoy oneself...

Thu, 21 May 2009 21:32:03 GMT

So on Tuesday George came over and has been staying at mine since and will be for a while whilst she looks for a new place...

There has been so much tension in the house lately mainly, no actually ONLY, due to the fact that Amy has no respect in the slighest towards me or Alice and has moved her boyfriend into our house... He makes no contribution towards the house, eats our food and just generally slobs around the house and I actually hate him and Im beginning to hate her for putting me in this situation. BUT she should be moving out in 2 months and I have already begun the countdown because it is literally the most exciting thing right now!

It hasn't been so bad lately though because having George round is giving me a distraction from them and it's nice to be able to spend so much time with her without anyone else around. No men, no friends, just us. Not that I dont love going out with our little group that has formed of late but I have missed how back in the day we spent so much time together so its nice to have that again...
AND OBVIOUSLY WE'RE HAVING AMAZING FIANCEE STYLE SEX :)

10 seconds

Sun, 20 Apr 2008 23:00:20 GMT

"Do you remember in kindergarten,how you'd meet a kid, and know nothing about them, then 10 seconds later you'd be playing like you were best friends, because you didn't have to be anyone but yourself?"

I watched High School Musical with my little sister and was thinking about this quote from how things have changed, you can't just be best friends after 10 seconds anymore. Same goes with guys, how many times did you met a guy in primary school and 10 seconds later you were together and going to be getting married (I was married 3 times by the way lol) yet nowadays you meet a guy, 10 seconds later you could be kissing but 10 days later they just stop all contact or keep it to the bare minimum.

Why cant it be simple again, you meet someone and you just click, you like each other and thats it, because what else in the long run is there, when you're young you dont think about whether someone better will come along, or whether that other guy is a better kisser or who your friends prefer, or why he didnt call because your just a kid and you dont care about those things.

How I wish I could go back to those days where what you looked like wasnt important, and how you dressed or how you did your make up and your hair and that crap, because thats what it is at the end of the day but everyone worries about it. Whether they want to admit it or not! No one worries about whether the guy they met was impressed by their job or pay cheque or anything like that, its more along the lines of "Was my skirt too short, or maybe it was too long, were my heels high enough, did I get too drunk?"

Dont you ever wish you could go back to being yourself and having a new best friend in 10 seconds?

12.04.2007

Wed, 09 Apr 2008 20:46:28 GMT

12.04.2007 <-- BAD!

12.04.2007, almost one year to the day. 1 year on Saturday to be exact and it is going to be awful!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Just wanted to let that out!

"I can't get you out of my head"

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 00:05:14 GMT

Many people say "I can't get him out of my head" and I am one of those people....
Right now, I have to admit, I have a certain guy that I can't get out of my head. Who you ask, well lets not go there. But I have come to the theory that maybe it's not that I can't get him but more the fact that deep down I don't really want to.
Although I miss him, I like the fact that I can think back over memories that I have of him, even though they may be few and I am starting to forget parts now, and it usually results in a smile.
I think that you have a person in your head if you want them there, like I don't sit and think about some random that I kissed in a pub while drunk a month ago, because they don't really mean anything to me, it was never more than that kiss whereas I always hoped (and I guess I still do) that he would turn into more.
See you would you think that I would just push it aside and be like whatever, but I guess that deep down I am still holding onto that small glimpse of hope that he will come back one day.
The worst thing is that I know this will never happen, because well some mistakes were made, and everything got messed up. But I guess I just don't want to let go, and why should I? I'm not hurting anybody, except I guess myself, and maybe one day he'll turn around and say...

"I can't get you out of my head"

Explain something to me...

Thu, 07 Feb 2008 19:13:58 GMT

Why do some people take drugs?

I really don't understand it! Say you've had a terrible life, a bad upbringing, you don't have anyone supportive to go to for help and so on, well then I could understand being driven to drugs but if your life seems pretty perfect then why the need to? It doesn;t only mess up things for you but it leaves a pile of destruction with the people around you.

See here's the thing, my friend Beth just got caught about to snort Coke by her fiancee Nate who is also a very good friend. She breaks down and tell him that she tried to stop before with mine and two other friends help but it didnt work. Then his brother Lee calls me up screaming about how I should have told them that she was taking drugs like it was my fault, I can hear Nate in the background on the phone to my friend Hils yelling at her.

Yet so far no one has said anything to Beth, who turns out lied to me, Hils and Brooke (the last one of the three from earlier) about stopping when we found out the first time.

So congrats Beth, you caused two arguments, you lied to your friends and you caused Brooke to get majorly stressed when she found out the boys were screwing at me and Hils which is even worse by the fact that Brooke is pregnant and doesn't need stress right now!

So again the question remains Why do some people take drugs?

Rant over! :)

Expression

Mon, 04 Feb 2008 15:42:49 GMT

So it has actually been 3 years since I have wrote on here, woah!

I think I might actually start using it again as I have found many things that I need to say lately but there isn't always someone to say it to. Not I don't appreciate the people that are around to talk to but sometimes its easier to write stuff down than say it.

You can get tongue tied or someone could take it the wrong way when all you wanted in the first place was to voice an opinion.

Well thats all for today cos Im in the library when I really should go back to work as my lunch is over, so get ready girlies cos Tanya might be back on here lol.

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Tue, 04 Oct 2005 09:16:45 GMT

haven't been on in ages...but just a note to say...me and bex up beavers on friday...see you ladies then...

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Thu, 29 Sep 2005 11:35:14 GMT

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this is so totally true...and rather long

Tue, 17 May 2005 10:31:48 GMT

You're a sexy girl! You are beautiful, and you
love attention from guys, and are very
flirtatous. You might come off as a slut and
bitch to some but I think you have another side
to you that is pleaing for attention, love, and
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symbol.

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You're the high fashion trendsetter. You're
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the girls like to follow in your foot steps
because you're so cool, fashionable, and don't
care about anything. You make the rules, never
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That could be bad. But keep the attitude.
That's what makes you, you.

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You are a perfect princess! You are every queens
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spotlight and your dream is to get married and
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come after you, one wink and an innocent smile
is all it takes to dumbfound them. You have an
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You have the ability to conjure up the wittiest
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cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed

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The Goddess of Ice and Hope. You are a creative
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~*~Beautiful Soul~*~
You're the type of person who is loving, giving,
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You're a very bubbly, happy, caring person. You
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friends, which is why your always surrounded by
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In your eyes, people see love... You're constantly
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great! You love to hang out with your friends,
go to the mall, and just have a good time in
general. Your sanctuary would just be being
able to be around other people. You would
rarely be found by yourself because you're a
very sociable person and enjoy all the company
you can get. However, despite the amound of
love you have to give to others, it can also be
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hey! Who can blame you for marking your
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have you because many others are probably
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to talk to you ^-^ Continue spreading the love
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owww!...x

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 16:14:13 GMT

seriously you do not get how much my cheeks hurt...i am smiling like so much...dan is back he is dan again...i am so happy...i am scaring the lebian coz i am smiling so much...*smile stretches wider*...i am so so so so happy...dan is back...yay...he is dan...wow...dan dan dan...
oh yeah and by the way...i am havin a party tonight...you miss you are a bitch...dan dan dan...i cant stop smiling...

yay...x

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 10:15:03 GMT

i found the rilo kiley song...portions for foxes...yay...

"More Adventurous" is the brand new Rilo Kiley album...